Yesterday morning morning I went to the MOE bog the briefing of my AMIS certification rubbish. This is other a epic 6 months application where my application first got lost and then the notification email was then also somehow lost again. It has been a tedious email battle with the stupid said MOE division. This and the other matter with the HDB has been me realize that:

1) the people working at the Stat boards have a ball of a time.

2)waste time at nonsensical meetings and training like 3 days a week.

3)spend the remainder 2 days working at a snail pace.

Probably get off work early everyday...

That say, they stormed through the briefing and let us off 30mins early and I decided to make plans for lunch. By some stroke of a genius luck, the bf was on leave and at her mother's. So in my Buay pie seh mode I invited myself over to join them for lunch! Its nice to see the cutest cowgirl and his sister for awhile as they go about their normal routine.

Then I heard scary horror stories about breastfeeding, of pain like pebbles, tears and blood.

I went home and prayed before I slept that I would preserver and have the courage to pull it through.